This is a Bad Thing

It's only February and I'm already burned out.

Not a good thing, eh? Ya, tell me about it. I originally thought my tiredness was due to getting over the flu but now I'm thinking otherwise. It didn't make sense at first. I had four weeks off (instead of the three they usually give), I'm only working ONE job, and I'm only teaching five classes. Why am I burned out? This is an easy schedule compared to what I have been doing for the past year.

Well, ok maybe the four weeks off weren't the most restful. Bear keeps on reminding me that I had surgery and that isn't restful at all. Then, because of the surgery, I wasn't as fully prepared for the start of the semester. Getting the flu on top of it didn't help either.

But it's only February! I shouldn't get burned out until at least March!

How the hell am I going to make it until May?

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